It's funny this came up now because I talked about this very thing on my podcast, First Cup of Coffee, just recently - and even commented that I liked what I'd talked through so much that I should transcribe it. So this gave me the impetus to do that - and edit the transcription, which is the time-consuming part.
If you prefer to listen, you can listen here. Or, read on for the transcription! I included the whole thing, but set off the relevant section in bold, in case you don't care for a faithful reproduction of my conversational rambling.
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Good morning, everyone. This is Jeffe Kennedy. I'm here with
my first cup of coffee. It's Thursday, July 2, and I am back in my grape arbor
and my folks are on the road this morning. So the staycation is over. I'm
getting back to work today.
It's good to have a little bit of fallow time. But now I am ready
to get after it. I have not yet gotten edits back from editor Jennie on The
Promised Queen. She said she thought maybe week of June 29. But seeing is how
it's Thursday. It might be next week. Which I told her whenever is fine, and
that's really true. So that means that I can start in on one of my other
projects today, because Lost Princess released on Monday, and thank you all for
the wonderful reception for that book.
I can't tell you how happy it makes me to have the book earn
out on release day, or a little before, as some of that's before because when
you guys buy through my website, I get that money right away. But to go ahead
and recoup all of my costs on that first day of release is wonderful, because
then after that I can consider it all income. And that's, that's just
incredibly useful. So thank you all. And I'm glad that you're happy with the
book. And so far, nobody seems to feel cheated.
I won't spoil or anything but there was something I had
hoped I'd be able to do with that book. And I just couldn't figure out a way to
make make it happen. Although I've received suggestions from several people.
Spoiler: cover your ears for just a second if you haven't read it yet. I've
received suggestions from several people on how to actually get elephants to
Dasnaria. It could happen We'll see. Okay, now you can all come back.
So, yeah, I'm feeling rested, tanned, rested and ready. It's
an old joke. Uh, yeah, it's um, it's actually a, like a Nixon joke, I think. Which
tells you something. It also tells you something when our political climate is
such that we long for the simplicity of Nixon who simply resigned in disgrace
and flew off of this helicopter. Ah, the good old days. Right.
So, I will get back into the groove now.
The projects I'm thinking about working on are: going back
to Dark Wizard which, I think I told you all, that Grace Draven wants me to
just call it Dark Wizard. We're arguing about this. She says, I should just
title it Dark Wizard. I'm like, you can't just name a book Dark Wizard. And so
then I've started playing with variations on that, you know, a little bit of
gamesmanship with wordplay, etymology, you know, sort of like Darth Vader, you
know, it could be like Darth. Of course, I can't use Darth because that it
immediately evokes Star Wars. But the working title is definitely Dark Wizard.
And then I also got another great idea for a story that I don't know what my
working title for it should be. But I think it's a really good idea. You know,
like one of those ones that zings. Oh no, I started to mention it when I drove
in for writer coffee last Thursday, I talked about it some and then I decided
that there was too much noise on the podcast and I didn't put it up.
That's one thing about taking some time off and letting the
well refill is that sometimes you just get these ideas that pop into your head.
And this is one that comes a little bit out of my mentoring session too at
SFWA's Nebula conference.
So, I think it's really good idea. I'm tempted to try again.
I mean, I know my 3000 words a day is sustainable. I'm definitely going to try
to do 3000 words a day. I'll get back into the groove on Dark Wizard - and I'm
thinking about trying for more words again later in the day on this new story,
on the new shiny. I don't know how that would work. I definitely can't do it
right off. And there's probably nothing wrong with letting the idea percolate.
Kelly Robson said something about that when I told her I had a new idea. You
know, the really good writer friends are the ones who, when you tell them that
you have a great new idea, they don't ask you what it is. Because they know
better. They know that you're still sort of sitting on the egg as it were. And
I do think that there's a possibility of sitting on an egg so long that it goes
bad, you know that it's a dud. But I think that if that -
Okay, so here we're going to extend the analogy.
If you're sitting on an egg so long that nothing happens and
it's a dud, then I think it was always a dud.
The really good ideas, if you sit on them for a long time,
eventually, they're going to start picking their way out of the, the shell. And
by that you will know. Different writers are different ways about those things.
And you know how I'm always talking about, own your process. Discover what your
process is, own it. Keep refining it.
And I feel like this is a lifelong process for all of us. I
kind of gave my I finished teaching my class on Identifying and Breaking Bad
writing habits. In my rousing goodbye screed, I talked about this, that as much
as we would like - and I'll tell you what I am so this person: I want to buy
thing and then have it for the rest of my life. I want to be able to learn
something and then know it. I want to build a habit, and then have it. And I
don't get to have that.
This is not how the universe works, to my great
consternation. And with all of these things, it's because building habits and
refining your creative process are our processes. And they are iterative. So
this means that you keep going back over and over and you keep checking and
rechecking to see how they're doing. See how you are doing. Are you still being
productive? Is that thing that worked before still working? How can you tweak
How can you maximize? How can you maximize in terms of not increasing output,
but improving output, which I think is a different thing. You know, like Leslye
Penelope, she's been talking about that she just took a break, that she took a
couple of weeks off and she's been reading and enjoying herself, that crop
rotation idea of letting the fields lie follow. Deanna Rayburn talks about
that, that she took like a couple of years off writing, and only read. And I
think that those things are very important as part of discovering your process,
and refining all of these things.
Every round is different. So it's very tempting to listen to
other writers and say, Okay, here's how you do the thing. Like, you know, I had
one of the students in my class ask saying, Well, when I do a really detailed
outline, I find I lose interest in the story and I struggled to finish it. You
know that's a question that we get all the time. This comes up all the time.
And it's, it's so funny, because the obvious answer is, then don't do a
detailed outline. Your process does not involve doing a detailed outline beforehand.
But people get so wrapped up in the idea that that is how you do the thing,
that you do this thing by making a detailed outline. And they think that the
problem is is is somehow in how they're executing. And it's like, No, no, this
is not your creative process.
Figure out what your creative process is.
Own it.
Don't let other people tell you how you should be doing the
thing.
So along with this idea of like sitting on, on new ideas,
John Scalzi has a very interesting approach. He said that he gets an idea. And
he thinks about it a little bit, and then he puts it away. And then if it's
still there in the morning, he gives a little bit more thought and then puts it
away. And then if it's still there a week later, he gives a little bit more
thought and puts it away. And he'll do this for months or a year.
And I thought, well, that's a that's an interesting
approach.
Some people I know, like my friend Darynda, she gets ideas,
and she has to go ahead and write out a pretty detailed outline of the idea
before it'll leave her alone. I don't know if she's still doing that. I should
ask her if she's still doing that. We haven't done an interview with her in a
couple of years, we should get her back on here. Because these things change,
right? That's the most important thing is that these things change over the
course of our writing career as we refine our process. You know, so the upshot
was is that Darynda has something like 60 plus book outlines on her hard drive,
which even she acknowledges is not super productive, because she won't have
time to write all of them. But that's it's part of how ideas seize her and how
she deals with them. So it would be very interesting to ask her if she's still
doing it that way. I will try to remember to make a note poke her and see if
she wants to do an interview. I haven't seen her in so long . When was the last
time I saw Darynda? January, I guess? Yeah. So it'd be nice to have a nice a
good long conversation. And you guys might as well listen in.
I usually the jot down a few notes on the idea, because I
will forget it. And that's where Scalzi
would say, well, then it deserves to be forgotten. And I'm not sure I believe
that's true. Because sometimes I will go back to my spreadsheet of ideas. And
I'll think, oh, that is a great idea. And I'll write down just enough words to
make it come alive for me again, and I think I would lose those and I'm not sure
that they should be lost.
So then Elizabeth Gilbert talked about - I'll see if I can
find the link to this podcast. I think it was like two years ago that I was
reading her, maybe just a year. I know, I was doing a podcast on listening to
her audio book, which I can't think of the name of now. It's the one on that's
kind of like about creativity and magical thinking. (BIG MAGIC) But anyway, she
has this idea that that ideas come to you and kind of lurk and wait. And if you
don't pay attention to them - she thinks of them as like living things - that
if you don't pay attention to them, then they leave and they go find someone
else. That was it: she had said that Ann Patchett ended up writing her idea
because she didn't get to it, and that it was uncannily close to her own idea.
It makes for a fascinating story.
I'm not sure I believe that, but I kind of like my egg
analogy. Part of what I'm thinking about now is okay, I'm working to this idea
is like, does it hurt to write down a few thousand words to get the story
started and then poke at it every once in a while. I know writers who do this,
but I'm thinking back to one concept I had that I did that on, and it did kind
of die and lose impetus. So maybe it'd be better to keep it fully in the egg.
Maybe this is part of it. It's like, once it starts, once you crack that egg,
you know, it's okay to let the idea incubate in the egg. But once you crack
that egg, then you either have to feed your little baby bird regularly, insects
all the time, like my bluebirds ferry insects to their babies.
Or it'll die. You have to.
That's an interesting concept. So I like the idea of keeping
the idea eggs. So thanks guys! You just helped me solve this problem. And, for
your information, in case you didn't know, this is exactly how all of my
conversations with my friends go: where I ask them questions and they say
things and then I arrive at the answer and and thank them and they're like I
just sat here and listened to you talk. So you guys are all doing this for me.
All right, I won't try to do more than 3000 words a day, because that really
does work best for me. It's very sustainable, and it's good. And even though I
didn't get that much written the last couple weeks of June. I still am way
ahead of last year. So I've been doing much better And on that note, I think I
will go get to work today. I need to, I want to get 3000 words on Dark Wizard
if I can. And because there's always the ramp up factor, you know, it's just as
yesterday morning, I ran on the treadmill again for the first time and today I
lifted weights and my body is feeling a little creaky because I've mostly been
like, shopping and going out to eat and drinking wine. So, physically and
creatively, I am waking up those creaky muscles and getting back to it. So all right:
I am getting back to work.
I'll remind you that first cup of coffee is part of the
Frolic Media Podcast Network, and you can find more podcasts you'll love at
frolic.media/podcasts and I will talk to you all tomorrow. Promise. Okay, take
care. Bye bye.
